I watched some Youtube earlier today.
The video I watched was a Christian Preacher talking about the importance of ending your sexual sinning.
He said if you have huge sexual urges that are too much to bear - that instead of sinning you should just get married instead.
This reminded me of myself.
The whole reason I was trying to get married was because I couldn't avoid my sexual urges.
I put my iPad down, and that's what I've been thinking about all afternoon.
I've just been asking God about who was I ever supposed to marry. Not much in the way of answers getting to me.
But then a moment ago, I was just thinking "I wasn't allowed to masturbate, and I wasn't allowed to marry either."
And directly after I thought that statement ----- a thought appeared in my head:::
"The Church is ostensibly false".
I didn't even know what the word "ostensibly" meant so I had to look it up in a dictionary on my iPad.
So yeah ----- there you go:::::: from personal experience just a moment ago, proof of the whole telepathy thing.
Some power spoke to my mind, and one of the words used in the statement was a word I don't even have in my vocabulary and I had to look it up.
And yes --- it's a real word, and it is relevant to the statement.
So on one hand I haven't been allowed to masturbate or get married,
while on the other hand, the whole reason I was getting drugged was because I believe in magic and telepathy --------- and even to this day, that type of thing is still real.
You can't tell me I was only talking to myself in my own mind when I don't even know what one of the words being said is, but it turns out to be a proper usage of that word.