I was wondering about whether or not I should post this post --- but I think I've decided to talk about it now.
So::: It's 10:44pm right now, and a few moments ago I was laying in bed listening to an ASMR video on my ipad trying to get some sleep.
I opened my eyes.
The room is not dark enough --- this sure is distracting.
Why is there a light on outside my bedroom door?
And immediately after I ask the question in my mind "Why is there a light on outside my bedroom door?" ----
The light oustide my bedroom door TURNS ITSELF OFF.
Yeah. The light was bright enough that I was going to have diffuclty going to sleep.
But after THINKING ABOUT THE LIGHT ---- the Light turned itself out. Yeah.
I wondered if people might think I'm still crazy ----- but then I realized I've been having light phenomiena for years so I might as well tell this story.
If I am visited by angels or whatever ---- yeah, I'm guessing God must be pretty disappointed in me for how I occasionally "misbehave" because of my "hormonal issues" ------- but hey, I don't know how else to deal with those feelings.
yeah. It's just one of those really weird things.
A light so bright outside my bedroom door that I'd have difficulty sleeping with it on.
And after merely thinking about the light, noting it in my thoughts ----- it just turned itself off.
yeah. But the darkness I am in now will make it easier to sleep --- so that's OK.