People must just love me.
I've received so many messages telling me about the millions of dollars various people want to give me.
I've received emails that claim to be from Lottery winners who want to help.
I have an email that says the UN wants to send me money.
Just a moment ago I received an email that says the founder of Amazon wants to give me something.
This type of thing is happening over and over and over again -------- as per standard paranoia procedure ----- your paranoia tells you to not trust it -------- it's just spam. The same kinds of spam over and over again.
Another part of me wonders if the work I did will ever get a nice payoff.
But the fact remains::::: Receiving emails from people who want your personal information in exchange for promises of wealth --------- does this seem realistic?
This kind of message can really play with a person's hopes and dreams --------
but it also plays with my paranoia.
I'm sure if the UN or the head of Amazon wanted to give me money ----- they'd figure out a way of putting it directly into my bank account ----- and maybe send an email in tandem that explains what that's all about.
I once received an Interac e-transfer by email -------- but the person who sent it didn't say what it was for -------- and also, there was some reason to suspect it was a scam.
Who knows:::: Maybe it's a GOOD thing I'm a paranoid schizophrenic.
My book on business tells me it's the paranoid who survive. Yeah.