Saturday, March 30, 2019

Mind Changing

Well, I woke up this morning, and after reading some Apple News ---- well, my mind was triggered into remembering a few things about my past,

and I feel like an idiot.

I really try to be a good person ----- but I have to say, there are a couple memories I have where I may not have been completely intelligent in my dealings.

So, I'm feeling a little stupid this morning. Just remembering some things from the past.

I will also note:::::

My Vote for this upcoming Alberta Election is not set-in-stone.

For the past little while, I've been constantly changing my mind between 3 different parties.

I'm having a hard time making a choice and sticking with it.

Maybe this can be something about me that's a little stupid too ---- who knows.

I guess I will finally end this post by noting how it seems that though I get along well enough most of the time ------

There seems to be a part of life where people "just don't like me".

What I mean is this::: of course since my early childhood it seemed like my own siblings hated me,

and of course, my classmates in one school didn't like me for being a good student,

and people have hated me for trying to be friends with other people,

and then there seems to be this inability of the public to actually pay me the smallest price for any of my work, as I see it in my bank account.


Sometimes I can just suspect that people just don't like me. And the above are some examples.

I know I'm not perfect, but I've really tried ------ and yeah, my own siblings didn't really like me and it was just downhill from there, in a sense.

And actually, this does make life entirely regrettable actually.

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