Since before Christmas the voices in my head were basically telling me that I could finally make my money "any day now".
Cortex said, when they approved my final update for a game, that I would have to meet the $150 threshold before they would pay me for my games. My sales, for the past year, have stagnated at just a bit over $100.
With the seeming recent closure of "Discover" on Cortex, it seems unlikely that I'll ever make that $150 threshold.
So were the voices in my head telling me the truth?
There was one other option for what the voices may have been referring to::: after hearing those initial voices, late last year I was sent a document that said I could take part in a class action lawsuit against one company that I was once invested in on the stock market.
However, I decided not to go that route because my part of that class action lawsuit would be minimal. I wouldn't think what I'd get from it would be worth much. Besides, that investment still turned out very well for me anyway, why would I sue when my own part of it turned out OK? Hah.
It's because of wise stock market trading that I was finally able to pay down my debt so much. And as for yesterday's money question:: I'm leaning towards just obliterating my debts altogether with my next paycheque.
But anyway::: back to the main part of this post:::
If Razer won't pay me until I reach the $150 threshold, but the Discover store has closed then this is VERY UNLIKELY to happen and I can still only wonder if those voices in my head may have been telling me the truth ---- that a payment may eventually arrive.
It would be a pity if I never meet the threshold and NEVER get paid. I'm not likely to meet the threshold now, so I can only imagine that a payment will someday come.
Over time, I saw perhaps some evidence that Reports were not 100% correct, so who knows how much I might actually get paid. It would be very interesting if they didn't tell me things, and only told me about it after it was all said and done.
That thought would make me feel very hopeful.
Or, they might just pay me what's on the report, or nothing at all. Who knows.
But the voices said the money is coming. Sooner rather than later the voices seem to say.
I say this about voices from the position of having been considered schizophrenic for a long time ---- but enough evidence and personal experience has been gained to know that sometimes things I hear alone in my mind DO COME TRUE. VERY REALLY.
I should not know about any coming payments from any of the regular 5 senses --- it's just these thoughts appearing in my head that seem to indicate money is coming.
I recently had a dream where I was very wealthy.
I had a dream a while back I can still remember where I was quite wealthy.
There's only one problem dreams and voices indicate about me acquiring wealth::: for some reason the thoughts in my head and a dream I once had basically said my historically very mentally ill brother might not react well with me getting rich. That's the biggest concern,
as well as concerns about how accurate reports ever are.
But, as of the past few months, my brother does seem to be getting better, with treatment. We'll see.
So there you go.