Saturday, January 13, 2018

Decisions to be made

This afternoon when I logged into the Cortex Store on my Forge TV, the "Discover" section of the store was not functional.

Maybe it'll come back, maybe it won't ------ but I already feel like I've lost a good friend. Almost brought me to tears.

The last of my games to be downloaded was Doorless Darts --- I think it was on the 7th of January 2018 that someone downloaded it.  It's been well over a year since my last reported purchase.



Anyway, I've got decisions to make.

I can feel an urge to continue the life of my video game products ---- but how shall I do this?

Should I just set up my own server and let hobbyists play my games on Raspberry Pi?

Or should I release on Google Play?

Even just thinking about having to choose between these two choices feels like too much to handle right now. Anyone have any suggestions? Leave a comment maybe.




Right now my bank account is empty. I'm in a bit of debt to another bank and my mom.

I think I can survive until my next paycheque ----- but with that paycheque, what should I do?

This is a problem my mind often thinks about - sometimes the answers are easy ---- but there are so many options of things I could do, and again it may feel difficult to make a decision.

I have a portion of funding I have in question.

Should I reinvest in my work and buy another android tv device to help with development for Google Play?

Should I save/invest for future concerns?

Should I donate it to charity?

Or should I just buy something nice for myself?



When I spoke to God ---- He seemed to think I should help someone in need. I'm serious.


Can you imagine being God? Looking the charity information out there are and it's clear to see that there are a LOT of people in need of help, and there always seems to be more help needed than I can provide ------ God must see it this way too, so maybe that's why his directions would be "sell all that you have and give to the poor" ------ many people need help, and Jesus just told us all to help each other in an extreme way even in his teachings 2000 years ago. It's like he knew what to expect.



But when I think rationally about keeping my options open and keeping myself in good condition, I figure I should just invest the money in a non-Redeemable GIC for a year.


I recently gave $100CAD worth of Bitcoin to charity.  And that's not enough to fix the whole world. God said Charity needs more help.


And I'm wondering about my own future and my family's future. shouldn't I save/invest for my own good?



So many decisions and I'm not sure what to think.



There are so many good choices to make, and limited resources with which to make them.


I just realized that I could just cut that money in half and give one half to charity and put the other half in investment. That seems like the easiest cop-out answer to the question of what to do.

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