I'm going to start off this post by referencing my last post with the panic::: I took a paliperidone tablet and felt OK again for a little while. But part of the day I felt a definite anxiety or fear ---- like an irrational general paranoia for no understood cause or reason. I'm gonna need to see my doctor this Wednesday. I'm feeling better again now though.
I was definitely leaning towards the Raspberry Pi release on my own server. I asked my Dad if I should choose RPI or Google Play ---- he didn't make a decision saying it was my choice.
Then later I asked my Mom which of the two I should choose to release on:::::: My MOM actually showed some leadership this time actually!!!
My Mom basically just said::: choose the least expensive route.
I mean, that decision is so logical and makes sense in so many ways::: but my Dad didn't think of it and I had recently just been listening to The Beatles sing about how "money can't buy me love" ---- I wasn't trying to be concerned with money anymore.
But, my Mom showed that she has a brain, that she actually is a pretty decent thinker, trounced me and my Dad in the financial strategizing.
So:::: it's gonna be a bit, but I'll probably hopefully release at least some of my games on GOOGLE PLAY.
If Android TV already has a decent darts game, then we'll probably forget about Doorless Darts. Air Defence may or may not stay in the lineup.
So now I'm planning on purchasing an NVidia Shield to make sure my games work on the system, as well as to see what the environment is like and get a hang of Android-specific control protocols. I'll have to read up on Google Play's documentation about anything at all that may be a concern or important,
And I just have to hope that the rather crazy life I've lived in the past doesn't shut me down.
A nurse at the hospital a few times told me that I am actually a good person.
I am not considered a sociopath.
It's just that I might have reason to fear my social status or standing because I did go through a period of difficulty in my life.
From the news, we can see that treating a woman improperly can seriously mess up your reputation and social standing.
The only girls I ever crushed on were "my version of" the ballerina girl and Avril Lavigne --- so hopefully, there won't be any real big problems there,
but having grown up as a Mormon, and who knows what kind of social standing issues might pop up. I'm not even sure I should go into detail about that here. It's enough to say that the church is kind of backward and I could've messed up my life forever if I didn't figure out a better way.
And the last personal news is that in two weeks minus a few hours, I will FINALLY have my new tooth installed, and I can eat normally again, in two weeks. I'm just excited about that.