Yesterday I archived my work to blu-ray disc, and I didn't think there was much left to do.
But today I thought of a brand new feature, and maybe a bug fix - to make to "The Bananatree Brothers: Eat Carrots".
For a little while today I felt a big drive to make this new version --- but I'm not sure if people would ever play it. Nobody bought a forge.
Just know::: despite lack of financial success and nobody using the game system I develop for ---- I had yet another idea for a game I've already developed, and could update.
We'll see if I ever get around to doing that i guess.
Also know that today I became frustrated with my life, especially my family but also to an extent a larger community, and I just feel a bit down-and-out about it.
Basically, I just see so many people in my life as "highly defective". It's been this way pretty much since the beginning of my life.
It's like there's always something so wrong with life, with the world.
I try to be a good person, but there's always something wrong somewhere it seems.
Thank God for Psychiatrists --- I might've killed myself long ago. That or just lay down and die.
Sometimes life seems totally wonderful and beautiful,
and then conversely life seems like complete and utter shit.
I was enjoying my morning this morning, but after spending some time with my family today my mood has shifted lower.
Just thought I'd mention it. To keep my personality transparent - or whatever you want to call it.
I've already managed to do most of the work on a new update for The Bananatree Brothers: Eat Carrots. I might want to do a little bit more, so we'll see what happens. But the update is progressing. I think I've mostly done it.