I don't want to go into a great deal of detail on this blog about what happened this past week, but I will say that something happened that kind of resembles something that's happened before in my life's experience, and I'm just going to explain that this occurrence I don't think was my fault or doing.
I have no memories of praying for anything like what happened, I didn't have any plans, it wasn't my idea.
I do personally recognize this as the sort of thing that has happened before in my life, but this wasn't me this time. It's just relate-able in its nature.
If it was me, then I've completely forgotten, because I had no idea or plans of this ever happening, as far as my mind is aware right now.
And this, this is getting kind of eff'd up again.
I blame God for stuff like this. Maybe you could blame "The Devil" --- who knows. I don't know. It's just weird.
And yeah, it's messed up.
I would like to live a happy and free and good life ---- but invariably things have been going wrong, and who knows what to expect.
I didn't even know this had happened until days after. So weird. What more can I say?