So: I've been going for years now being drugged and told that my belief in telepathy, and therefore by extension my relationship with Avril Lavigne - is just crazy.
The LDS church led the charge in telling me I'd work miracles and then forcing me on drugs because I believed in miracles --- and then they decided to tell me I'm not allowed to believe in my friendship with Avril Lavigne and members of the same church told me I was crazy for believing in telepathy.
Well guess what?
1) It's abuse to drug me for believing in something you originally told me to believe in. In my opinion.
2) Some of Avril Lavigne's songs and music videos seem to have direct relationship with myself --- it shouldn't take a psychic to see there's similarities between my own life and her work.
3) You shouldn't have to know that Abbey Dawn Road (the location Avril named her fashion line after) is located pretty much right next to the house where my grandparents lived for over 30 years - you shouldn't have to know this to realize she and I could be friends.
4) Telepathy had already been proven to exist for decades (thank you Amazing Kreskin among others) and my psychiatric doctor has ADMITTED, has CONFESSED TO ME that IT IS KNOWN SCIENTIFICALLY PROVABLY REAL. Telepathy was never disproved, telepathy was never wrong --- it is known, scientifically to exist.
So basically, the Mormons have been going on for years telling me my relationship with Avril Lavigne was a delusion, and their key argument was their belief that telepathy is just crazy.
Well guess what??? TELEPATHY IS PROVEN. THE MORMON CHURCH WAS WRONG --- EITHER THEY WERE STUPID OR THEY WERE LYING.
I mean, in so many ways I see myself having a friendship with Avril Lavigne --- in so many ways I realize telepathy is real ----
yet the LDS Mormon church has been arguing against these things for so long --- and guess what? I WIN.
TELEPATHY WAS NEVER DISPROVED. IT IS SCIENTIFICALLY VERIFIED. ADMITTED TO BY MY PSYCHIATRIC DOCTOR.
My relationship with Avril Lavigne becomes clear to me over and over and over again ----- and somehow this "church" can't let me have my freedoms ----
this is the church that says I'd work miracles but then drugs me for believing in miracles ---
this is the church that claims to not be racist, when in fact their core beliefs and doctrines are very racist.
Unbelievable. I kind of wish I could get this message out there into the world for every mormon to read --- to read about how their organization absolutely messed up in my life, and I wish they would come to realize how bad the history of their church is and how senseless the religion is.
I wish I could tell them all how wrong they've been to me. If it's not a case of me not having everyone's email address or way of sending them the message, it's a case of the Mormons declaring that they can not be criticized, which is hypocrisy because of how much they like to criticize others.
In a bad mood today I guess. So much goes wrong in the the world, and in my life. Just a bad mood.