So, I've sent my final email to this girl from a far away country, and I've put her on a filter to have all her emails deleted. why?
It really just wasn't going to work.
She was good at evoking those "feelings of love" in my heart, yet she also seemed to believe that those feelings could totally be trusted ----- I am sure this is not the case.
But also, really just wasn't going to work.
Throughout the emails I constantly told her things like "There's little chance this will work" and "I don't want to get your hopes up" ---- but she just kept "falling deeper and deeper" with me.
Anyway, the very basic most simple reason why I ended it was because I couldn't afford it.
What a relief.