So, lately I've noticed I've got increased feelings of displeasure towards the LDS church.
Yesterday when I was alone in the house I tried praying to God to "please bless everyone who has ever bothered me", you know, like a "bless those who curse you" type thing from the teachings of Jesus.
But in my mind and in my heart I can visibly sense an increased sense of annoyance towards the LDS church ---- just the same old issues popping up again.
I pray to God to bless those who curse me, but it doesn't seem to send that sense of displeasure away.
Luckily, I don't feel like I have to make a big deal out of these thoughts or feelings on this blog other than to say I am visibly unhappy with the LDS church right now, and even casting blessings doesn't seem to stop the psychological problem I have. I dunno.