Monday, April 14, 2014

It's all for the better

Looking back on my life, I'm realizing that losing "Annie Liability"'s friendship is probably one of the best things that could have happened for me.

OK - it's true that I still see Annie Liability as a seriously awesome person, and it hurt like hell to lose her friendship --- but now that I know what her family was like, it's better that we aren't together.

In fact, I needed self-improvement too --- and though I lost my mind and no longer think or work at the level I had once been able to --- I think I'm a better person for having gone through these experiences.

If there's anything so flawed about me now - it's just that I can't forget what happened on so many occasions. People keep telling me I shouldn't think about it, and I'm wishing I could forget, I wish I could move on.

Yes yes, losing her friendship and having the experience I had --- though it was very difficult, was actually a good experience.

That sounds like a pro-mormon thing, but another thing I learned from the experience is that the LDS church can't really be trusted.

Here I am, I feel the holy ghost warm my innards as I think and talk about the untruths of the LDS church.

There is some possibility of a truth or reality to them --- but there is just so much wrong with them that I'm not going to be their man anymore.

Now --- Pray for me that I'll be able to move on with my life. I need to move on. It's no good having my brain stuck in the past.

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