Sunday, September 8, 2013

More Light Shows at Night

Both last night and tonight the lights have switched from moving white lights and stationary white lights to FLASHING white lights.

There is some light in my room that flashes white for several seconds -- appearing and disappearing a few times over. I am not sure what it is.

So, of course, if I am being visited by a ghost or angel or whatnot, I have to be real embarrassed that I have my issues with masturbation and pornography.

Russel M Nelson gave a talk this evening saying that we should absolutely quit those types of habits.

I've tried quitting before. It takes serious medical intervention, or a medical miracle, to quit. I have had a period of time in my life where I was able to stop the behaviour for a number of months all at once --- but being put on yet another psychiatric medication drove me back into horny feelings.

I've tried using McAfee family safe, putting it on all the computers in the house and then disallowing ANY access to pornography, but each time I do this I find that I start getting super-super-horny and there's no outlet for my sexual desire and I actually pretty much end up going mad from the intensity of the sexual desire.

It is also noteworthy that Elder Nelson said that each of us (church members or human beings?) are going to be individually interviewed by the saviour face-to-face at some point. That was pretty interesting to hear.

So yeah, basically I have some real light shows at night, and I'm not sure what to think about it. They obviously aren't headlights anymore ---- the stationary-flashiness of these lights make it very clear that I've got some kind of paranormal presence in my bedroom.

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