Thursday, September 5, 2013

I am so scared

I took an injection of my psychiatric drug within the past 24 hours. But I am afraid right now anyways.

I was watching youtube on my ipad in my bed, and I see a story from the History Channel that talks about how the Angel Moroni was actually a space alien.... more weird stuff.

Space Alien stories always seem to scare the shit out of me.

Not wanting to be alone in my room, in the basement, by myself, I went up to the main floor of our house, deciding to watch a movie through the night, just because of how badly these space alien stories scare me.

One thing which I don't talk about much on my website is the lights. My family's vehicle has yellowish headlights, so when they shine through the window of my room, all the colours of light have a certain tint about them.

But, so many times I see WHITE LIGHTS in my room, I often assume they are from passing cars. I find it's weird that most cars passing by my house have WHITE LIGHTS rather than the yellow of our van's headlights.

Sometimes the white lights I see are identifiable as probable paranormal lights, because they don't move, and I only realize they're there when they disappear, as light suddenly exits my room FOR NO REASON.

Well, I am upstairs tonight, feeling pretty freaked out about the Angel Moroni - space alien story, feeling freaked out about these white lights that I notice.

So, I turn on M Night Shyamalan's "The Sixth Sense" on my blu-ray player to try and enjoy a movie I haven't seen for a long time.

As I was watching the movie, I saw a white ball of light move past the curtains of our house's main front window, making a noise as if it were a moving vehicle ---- but I find it very unlikely that a moving vehicle would make such a perfect ball of white light that appears so clearly through the drapes.

I've got a problem with the paranormal.

I am scared by it.

The best solution I can think of is to get married, so I have a nice wife who can sleep with me so I'll have someone to cuddle when I get scared. Unfortunately, I may be certain wealthy, but I'm in too much debt to afford dating or marriage - so that's just too bad for me.

But in all seriousness, I am actually frightened when these stories of Space Aliens are put together with White lights and then ---- well, I really, really do have a problem with white lights appearing.

I don't want to be alone anymore. I need a girl to marry --- someone who likes to cuddle.

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